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She's free

Started by Annie Social, April 28, 2006, 11:41:31 PM

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Annie Social

My life has woven countless threads throughout these many years,
and now as I approach the end, I look back through the tears.
I see the pattern that they make, a picture of my past,
and now I see a change in me, too late, but here at last.

It's a picture of my loneliness, all dark and shadowed hues;
the choices made, the paths I took, the loves that I would lose,
the thoughts that made me live apart, all hidden deep inside,
the person who I never knew, the self that I denied.

But in one corner I can see a warm and golden light,
The person I was meant to be is coming into sight.
She bears the scars of all those years she lived inside of me;
her face is worn, her clothes are torn, but now at last she's free.

She knows she doesn't have much time, she's waited much too long;
for her to be what she must be, she knows she must be strong.
Her life won't be an easy one; she knows how it will be,
but through travail, she will prevail, for now at least she's free.
Thank God, at last she's free.
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Chaunte




Amen, Annie.  Amen....
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Melissa

One of the best poems I have read on here.  It's very easy to read as well.

Melissa
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Annie Social

Thank you! I wrote it in response to something that someone said in a support group the other day, that sometimes it seems a waste putting so much effort into transitioning at such a late stage in life. She's nearing 60, and feeling the angst that comes with each passing decade. It was written as much for her as for me.

Annie
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Sheila

Annie,
   I was asked that very question just before I got my surgery two months before my 55 th birthday. I told them that if I got in a plane crash on my way back from Thailand it would be worth it. I would have accomplished something that I have dreamed of since I was 4 or 5 years old. I would have been totally a woman in my own eyes. I have always felt female, but to have my anatomy equaled to my thoughts is what I have dreamed of. I will have my two year anniversary in on May 15. These are going to be my special years, they will have meant more to me that anything else in life.
Love Sheila
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