your right there is alot people and forums here
well hmm were to start well im from indiana im married been
married for 9 yrs now 8 of which i want to forget according to my past
girlfriends and my wife now i am over emotional well me and my wife
have been disconnected for 8 yrs now together but not she had what she says a mid life crissis and needed to see other men she left me and my two boys for about 6 months my mastake and lonelyness let
her come back. i dont have a room we dont sleep together i sleep on the couch i put 8hrs of work in a day i cook dinner when i get home
laundry yard work when i have time i feel weaker every day i want to leave her but i dont want to lose my boys i love them so much she cant do alot of work around the house she has a bad case of ceriosis (skin problems) that cause her bad arthritis and pain feeling very trapped and for years ive been hiding my true female feelings because im a guy with response abilities and kids and was raised to be the man of the house now ...i have problems just feeling anything any more i play games online just to keep my mind focused on other things ...wow just relized just how much i wrote umm well i guess thats it in a nut shell im going to stop writing now