Quote... but it seams my body is half and half ....
That's where I was in my teens!

My testosterone level was about half of normal male and estrogen about half of normal female. After corrective surgery and removal of what the heck it was that was down there, both levels dropped WAY down and I was on estrogen except for 10 years and that 10 years resulted in measurable bone density loss - NOT a good thing!
You should see an endocrinologist, someone who specializes in 'body chemistry' to find out what your levels of T and E are. Having neither is bad.
If you want to "move to the female side", you need normal estrogen levels and if your testosterone levels are higher than normal female levels, you want to do something about it, "blockers" at minimum, unless you want to become the breaded lady!