It's a new day!

After my axiety episode earlier this week and trip to the hospital I brought my wife up to date on all that is happening with me. I told her if she felt splitting up was the best for her and the kids that I wouldn't fight. So she gave thought to us divorcing. Yesterday she shared with me that she realized how much she needs me and has made an about face concerning supporting me!

So now we are working out the details of how to move forward slowly. It will be hard for me to go slowly but I have to remember that I am much further ahead in this process than she. So I need to give her time to catch up. She even gave me five pairs of her panties she didn't like!

Also, I brought my psychiatrist completely up to date. So now everyone is on the same page and no more secrets. What a relief!

I feel liberated and free. I don't care who knows or if anyone thinks my behavior is too feminine or odd. I am me all the time! I don't care what people think if I buy girl things while in drab or anything. SO WHAT! Get over it!

Oh Happy day

<giggle>  thunderous applause!  two and a half "you go girls".  these relationships can and do work all the time.  being real is such a wonderful, wonderful experience...soon you'll even be good at it..expect to be it...live it...God bless!

That's excellent CC!

I'm really happy for you.

Thank you, thank you PennyJane and Nicky. It makes my heart sing to hear your validation.

PennyJane, you are beautiful. I love your picture and the happiness it radiats. It inspires me to continue forward.

Hugs,

Christine