Hey guys,
We all know that HRT changes things over time and that some get blessed more than others, but everybody is pretty in their own way. Well, i've been here in Iraq for about 8 months now and I can get a pretty good gauge on how I look from people here because every 6 months, I work with completely different people, and alot of people are only here for 3 months (lucky them) and they are always from different countries with different ideas and views of what is and isn't fem. And here lately (more particularly after the last group left) I get questioned alot about my id cards not looking like me, or being called ma'am moreso than sir. So, having said that, here's what's changed in 8 months, your opinions is grealt appreciated!
But here's me at my best lol (still no make up or anything... just existing)
I still have really broad shoulders and such but I don't think going to the gym and doing pushups 3x a week (at this point I can drag a 500+ lbs safe across a tile floor 3 or 4 times from one side of a room to another) is helping that in any respect... can't wait to get out of the army... they will get alot smaller... when I left for basic I was not very broad then that changed alot during basic and ait and since everytime I come home I always got, "hey muscles shoulders are getting broad it's nice... very manly" which when they were saying that I wanted to hit them but meh. Here's a full body shot... I'm not reall photogenic(sp?) in full body pictures mainly because I don't know how to pose I guess? Anyhow, my body is very very ugly in my book so >_< And no, I don't have any decent clothes to wear either... i'm in Iraq... so yeah, disregard the uglyness of the outfit the purpose was to show the body not show off >_> But here goes...
I'm currently sitting at 165lbs right now... I was 138 before I joined the army, 2 years ago. So, uhm what do you guys think?
