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Started by sarah35, June 17, 2006, 09:42:18 PM

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sarah35

Greetings to everyone,

              I am a life long cd and enjoy living my life whem I can live it as a woman,
here is my story.From my ealiest memories I always knew that I was different from the other children just like so many other cds i've read about anyway my favorite thing to do
as a child was to play dress up wait my older sister,because of my femine body lanuage
the boys at school were very cruel to me and when it came to girls I was natural born
looser,so groing up I always felt like an outcast,when I hit my teenage yearsI would save up my allowence and buy girls clothes wich I kept hidden from my entire family.at that age I did'nt dress in sexy clothes,always kind of consevativly like a school girl,things like lingirie did'nt really appeal to me at that age the sexiest thing I had was a 2 piece bikini swim suit
that I would break out in the summer.Life after high school was'nt much better for me either,
my life consisted of going to work and comming home shower,shave and dress up this was my life intil I turned 25 yrs.It was at that period of my life when I met my wife,it was love at first sight for me after 6 months of dating we finally got married and I continued
crossing,almost a year into the marrage I made the decision to tell her about my cding,when I sat her down and told her it was the most frightenig thing I ever had to do in my life.Surprisingly my wife was very accepting and liked the fact that I was in touch with my fem side,at work I was a man but once I got home I was a full time woman,my wife and
I always had a strong,healthy andopen relationship,she eventuall got me interested in dressing more sexy and started buying me sexy lingirie.2 years ago after almost 9 yrs of marrage my wife became ill and past away due to heart cokplictions.After her passing I
lost interest got rid of all of my clothes stopped dressing up then dissapeared for a year .
When I did resurface I sadly decided to move on with my life and finally learned to let her go
I am much happier these days.Last month the woman in me decided that she wanted her life back,im slowly starting to buy womans appearal again including some sexy thing for myself,
today I have alot of freinds in my life but am still in the closet about my womanhood.
So this is my life in a nutshell I hope you enjoy reading,sorry if its kind of long winded,looking forward to making new friend bye for now


                                                                  Sincerly Sarah
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Jillieann Rose

Hi Sarah,
Welcome to Susan's.
I'm glad to meet you. You don't need to apolgies for the length of your posting. We girls are often long winded. So post away.
I'm sorry to hear about your lost, but glad you now moving on.
This is a friendly place with lots of good information.
A great place to share your feelings and desires. No one will judge you and everyone tries to help.
Looking forward to seeing more of your postings.
:)
Jillieann
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HelenW

Welcome to Susan's, Sarah!

I'm happy you found us and hope that you use this site often to help you in your rediscovery of who you really are.  I'm so sorry to hear of your loss and I hope that you can rapidly rebuild your life now that your mourning seems to have diminished.  Coming here has really helped me a lot.  The links, library and Wiki are terrific and the Chat room is fun if you want some immediate one on one.  The site rules are simple and even easier to follow.

I'll be looking forward to seeing more posts from you, please don't be afraid to contribute, and I'm again happy to say,

WELCOME!!   :D
helen
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Robyn

I'm sorry to hear of your loss, Sarah. 

When you add that to what sounds like it could be more than just crossdressing, I wouldn't be surprised if you'd benefit from some time spent with a counselor experienced in GID.  Being able to speak in confidence with a nonjudgmentgal professional can be quite liberating. 

Happy to talk more about your journey if you'd like.  Lots of good folks here to help.

Robyn
When we walk to the edge of all the light we have and take the step into the darkness of the unknown, we must believe that one of two things will happen. There will be something solid for us to stand on or we will be taught to fly. — Patrick Overton
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Night Scream

Welcome to this wonderull forum Sarah.

I'm sorry to hear about the passing of your loved one.

Glad you found this wonderfull forum and site, where theres lots of understanding people and all of us help each other.

Once again welcome to the forum.
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Melissa

Welcome Sarah.  I'm also sorry to hear about the passing of what sounded like a wonderful person.  Take a look around and enjoy yourself.

Melissa
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Louise

Welcome Sarah, and thanks for sharing with us.  It is always good to have another CD join us.

Louise
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tinkerbell

Hi there Sarah:

Welcome to Susan's and thank you so much for sharing your story with us.

tinkerbell :angel:
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