I have always despised makeup. with a passion.
even when I felt like i had to.. I was so easily influenced by my peers... i cant remember the times girls have asked me to wear makeup, or style my hair differently in middle and highschool... it was just ridiculous.. I HATE MAKEUP!!!!!! I HATE ALL THAT GIRL CRAP!!!!!!

oh and I feel for you Godot... I had some moderate acne in HS so i felt like i had to cake on foundation, concealer and powder.. i felt like icouldnt even go outside without makeup on.. now it's just like.. what's the point? why did i make myself do all that BS??
i had to wear my hair long too all my life.. now i got it cut short short but still fem/androgynous in public.. i am a little tiny bit more free..