Hi,

So after starting and stopping HRT I'm pretty sure I'm not transsexual but it doesn't mean it ends I guess .

I think I maybe androgyne. I don't think I could take the physical changes induced by HRT, but I also found out it doesn't mean gender issues end there. I feel like I identify with the male gender at sometimes and female other times. Or I will identify as something different entirely that I don't know exactly what I am really. Or I will identify as a guy and a girl. I realize somedays I will be fine as male, other days I'd rather be a girl.

ARGH it's confusing. I wish I could be one or other but it seems more like I am somewhere smack in the middle. I sometimes really dislike gendered anything altogether, it's such a frustration that I wish didn't exist.

So, the question is, do other androgynes know what I am talking about?

Ohh Yes.

Welcome to the club.

Gooble Gabble, Gooble Gabble

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So, the question is, do other androgynes know what I am talking about?

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Ohh Yes.

Pica pretty much summed it up. Welcome to our ranks.

I understand too.

Me too, I did a year of RLT and then pulled back about 8% or so, enough not to do HRT or SRS, but not enough to 'make me a man' either.  Its possible to find a level, but for each of us, we are making it up as we go, so its a question of the possible, not the path.

Howdy, been there and had the same thoughts and feelings. Welcome to the club 

Quote from: findingreason on December 19, 2008, 05:01:03 PM
So, the question is, do other androgynes know what I am talking about?

Yes, all too well! I did RLT for over a year, and since then have settled into a "no man's land" (pun absolutely intended ) between binary gender. I am simply me, whatever gender that might or might not be, and for the most part that is OK. I do have good days and bad days with this. I do believe it would easier to be one or the other. But that doesn't seem to be a proper fit for me. Sometimes I do think of transitioning again. If the time seems right... I will.

Z 

Hey findingreason. Sounds like you still have some figuring out to do. Give an androgyne handle a go and see if it fits. Come play in the forest.

also take a look at the other non-binary ways of being.

Gender identity can be fluid, and/or it may be that (gender) expression is fluid.  Be open to lots of possibilities, even ones that have not been "common" here.

Its like thats Stealers Wheel song.

Stuck In The Middle With You.

Quote from: 6thsomatic on December 20, 2008, 10:42:00 PM
Its like thats Stealers Wheel song.

Stuck In The Middle With You.

or perhaps "did you ever have to make up your mind" by the lovin' spoonful.

Welcome. 

"Something's looking at me and I think it's got a crown
It's not a King or a Queen, but something in between
Now I'm only hoping that I'm living in a dream
It's just a dream"

yes I think most people around here know what you are talking about its a very common experance amoung androgynes

We are Anomalies.   

Quote from: Rebis on December 31, 2008, 11:48:47 AM
We are Anomalies.   

Maybe you are, Reb.   

Feel the love, Reb. 

I like feeling Love.


why do I feel a compulsion to change my name to
"The Trickster"?

Quote from: Rebis on January 01, 2009, 06:28:07 PM
why do I feel a compulsion to change my name to
"The Trickster"?

Go for it! What shall we call you for nickname... The? 

Z

Reb the Trickster.  You sound like some historical figure.  Maybe someone who caused a riot or mutiny or something like that. 

I'm definitely the type to cause a riot or mutiny, but I would instigate it and let others do the work.



Rebis the Trickster