Hello Sabrina, i am sorry that you have had to terminate therapy because I think that is a very important aspect of transition.
I am thankful for being a UK citizen because I do not need to worry about insurance for ongoing care and the need of employment to keep it live etc., fear not though, this is a place where you can talk, rant, cry and beg to your benefit for any help from the membership. I myself have been welcomed, listened to, responded to, chided when I step out of line and I have learned so much about the realities of transition to my true gender.
Good luck and keep smiling.....Jennifer.