Yeah, I guess you can say it is like sailing. I think she still has some complexes and defenses, though. The only time that she feels comfortable acting like a chick is when she is alone with a guy she likes being around, like me. Growing up people had tried to get her to repress her femininity and publicly her true gender is just some shadow of the false male complex that has been built up around being born male. I have been doing my best to help her become her true self, but she seems uncomfortable still even though she wants me to in a sense 'force her', which I myself do not really feel that I could do.
In any case, I am not sure where this is headed. We have talked about being boyfriend and girlfriend already, but the thing is that publicly she has difficulty being treated as a female and she won't let me kiss her or put my arm around her in public, so we just look like male pals together. I told her that if she feels uncomfortable still I would take her shopping from some really catchy feminine looking clothes that are stylish that she can wear in public. She basically looks really good in female clothes already, she showed me ... lol.
Anyways, this is still all new to me. First time I really felt a strong connection to someone female who was not genetically born a female. So, like I said I am still testing the waters to make sure this is what I really want. I am still discovering who I am myself.
