I'm not sure I get the questions either.
I dress male because I am male; I do not and don't care to wear feminine clothing and never did...it literally gave me the creeps and having to dress up I would count the seconds until I could put jeans and a tee shirt on again. Feminine side? I don't really have one, other than I'm sensitive and empathetic. I'm not metro nor am I a girly man.
Do I get turned on dressing as a guy? No, it's my normal, age appropriate attire. Do I or did I ever get aroused wearing women's clothing? No, I was disgusted, esp. in dresses, hose, and heels.
Jay