Cuz i created the wrong impression that I had committed suicide last time I was here...I was in a major downward spiral felt that noone cared and was in an incorrect way reaching out... I am sorry. But it wasnt like I didnt try,,,so it was not all bull->-bleeped-<-,,,,though in a sense it was all bull->-bleeped-<-...how embarassing...but now i have said it...sorry that was very childish of me,,,I was comitted for a suicide attempt and recently got out, and I am REALLY REALLY REALLY trying to maintain a positive perspective, but need to make ammends where possible! I will leave this place permanantly if required,,,,just let me know!

M&M:

Please don't think that you have to leave.  Well, you probably do if you are ever successful in your suicide attempts (black humor).

I don't believe you ever insulted me or hurt me in any way, and if you had egregiously violated the TOS, I think dear Susan (read force of nature) would have taken care of that! 

Please don't leave.

Also here is where you get to vent your feelings.  Hopefully that will help avoid dangerous activities and try to see you way through this.

Keep postin'!

-Sandy

Thanks,,,,,I was reaching out but wasnt awARE of it. But I have since learned that there are more appropriate times and places for that.....also I have learned that there are appropriate and inappropriate way to vent......

Thank you

I dont see a problem, who among us doesnt make mistakes? That you realize you did and made a correction shows that you probably have your heart in the right place. Finding yourself and learning to be comfortable in your own skin is important, so take your time, do it right, and you will be much better for it. Hugs

Wendy

I hear you my friend. I also have wrestled with my suicidal tendencies. I am now required to visit a therapist at least once a month and my case mgr. visits me on a weekly basis. I have learned to recognize and deal with my symptoms in a more intelligent manner now. Having someone to talk to does help allot. Stay in there, you are not alone 

Hugs from Virginia

I NEED TO APPOLOGIZE

No you don't.  But working on your spelling would be most welcome.

Quote from: tekla on February 07, 2009, 05:02:22 PM
I NEED TO APPOLOGIZE

No you don't.  But working on your spelling would be most welcome.

Oh okay, well maybe if you were a little less critical of people!!! Being anal about things which you can not control, only leads to frustration!! But hey who am I to say anything, it is obvious I am not up to your standards!!! But guess what, i dont give a ->-bleeped-<-!!! So,,,,,hgfklasv;kljanbsfgkb  awelehfbqwl erwghgbr rfoqiehwrgf,mndsr lgvigegrf
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Hey, if was not critical of people (for things they can change) I would not be who I am.  Nor, by the same standard, if people had not been critical of me, I would not be who I am either.

Yeesh, I let you off the faux suicide deal.

and use foxfire, it has a spell checker built in, in when in doubt, open another tab, type the world, and google will spell check it for you.

Remember, its not for you, it's for your readers.

Quote from: tekla on February 07, 2009, 05:45:53 PM
Hey, if was not critical of people (for things they can change) I would not be who I am.  Nor, by the same standard, if people had not been critical of me, I would not be who I am either.

Yeesh, I let you off the faux suicide deal.

and use foxfire, it has a spell checker built in, in when in doubt, open another tab, type the world, and google will spell check it for you.

Remember, its not for you, it's for your readers.

Guess what, I really dont give a ->-bleeped-<-

Another abrasive criticism from Tekla? Gee, now that is a surprise 

Don't let it bother you

Quote from: Virginia Marie on February 07, 2009, 06:46:04 PM
Another abrasive criticism from Tekla? Gee, now that is a surprise 

Don't let it bother you

thank you! I appreciate the kindness as there are too many extremly critical people that we deal with every day...it seems like some people are so, i dont know, unhappy with their own existence that they try to make other peoples life as miserable as they can!!! Oh well it is a free country...and another thing I have learned is that for every one pessimistic knucklehead there is a caring and considerate and just downright nice person out there....the key is to quickly recognize the knucklheads and as quickly as possible,,,get the heck away!!!

AND I AM SORRY FOR THE INAPPROPRIATE LANGUAGE! iLL WORK ON IT! 

Just let it ride off your back hunny and take at face value, spellcheckers are really helpful i admit, english wasnt my first language but Vista has a great built in one for anything you might not know or miss even if it is...anyway who really cares as you say.

Live and let live though guys, the fighting here is depressing.

spill chokers are ogre ranted!

Welcome back ! 

There was nothing "INAPPROPRIATE" about your language.
so dont give it another thought.

Depression is a very tuff fight So congraulations on winning the battle. now you must be ready for the next round.

Best Wishes

Quote from: tekla on February 07, 2009, 05:45:53 PM
and use foxfire, it has a spell checker built in, in when in doubt, open another tab, type the world, and google will spell check it for you.

I have a good friend who can misspell words in 6 languages, and I can only misspell them in one!!!  Sigh!

I had another person I know who had to give up witchcraft because she was such a bad speller!  Worst spell she pulled off was when she asked some friends to be patient while she worked a love spell, and all of a sudden they had 400 nudists show up at their apartment.  (bear vs bare)

Welcome back, acting out IS a call for help in all but a few cases.  It seems like your's was, since you have gotten help, and it is helping.  Some people who really do care can often say it in ways that seem like a punch in the nose instead of pat on the back.  In my case it was not an overt suicide attempt that came from it, but was an addiction to good old ethanol which was getting close to letting the freeways take care of me, or just my liver rotting away.

Where else can you rant, if not with family.  And as for the misspelling I can't type worth anything.  So don't worry about it.

~huggles~
Janet