I have several phobias, issues, etc, with surgery as a whole. So getting a surgery that wouldn't leave me with a "fully functional" penis is just not entirely worth it in my mind. So, I'm doing my best to come to terms with the fact I just won't ever have "the real thing" and just be happy with my partner being perfectly happy to refer to my clitoris as a penis. If sometime in the future they'll find out a way to give me the real thing, I'll go "WOO!" and go for it, but I'm not really expecting it, and thus not waiting for it.