Hey,

Well I'm 19. And I feel like I'm getting really old to be able to transition. 2 days back: I thought "Why don't I just commit suicide and solve my problem?"

I need someone to talk too. I don't have enough money right now for a therapist and I don't have anyone else to talk too.

Please, will someone talk to me on chat on yahoo, or here?

PS. I'm not trying to met someone in person or anything weird. I just need to talk to someone online and we can keep it online. No sexual talk. Just therapy for my well being mentally.

Feel free to send me a PM if you want, honey. *hugs*

my aim and yahoo are in my profile. i'd be happy to talk to you if you need an ear.

Hon if there's one thing I've learned it's that you're NEVER too old to transition. There are so many gorgeous people who'd started their transition after 40. That's twice your age.

It sucks being young and feeling like life is passing you by because you're stuck in a bad place, wrong body, etc. Hang in there and do what you can (no matter how small or insignificant it might seem) towards where you want to be. It might seem like you're going no where, but you are making progress.

Stay strong.

19? Heck, your at the perfect age  Your making this 47 year old jealous  I'm on Yahoo, but you'll have to PM me first  Don't be so hard on yourself

In the long term we all lose our beauty whether we transition early or late or are born with the right parts and never have to.  I don't know where you live but there are clinics near me who charge transfolk based on their income, and the labs are free through the state.

Alot of us have been right where you are right now. Don't give up hope, you truly aren't alone.

Suicide doesn't solve the problem, it just removes the need for a solution. Hang in there, beautiful. *HUGS*

And 19 is nowhere near being too old. Given what I've heard here, most people don't even realise they're trans when they're that young, so you're already doing well to be where you are.

Feel free to PM me, hon.

William xox

It does not get much better than 19 for transition.

Most places you can't until you are at least 18 and most did it later in life. Be happy you are doing it at 19!

I talked to Eliza Beth,

and she made me feel a lot better. I also talked to findingreason.

I'm going resume my transition. it was a long story. But I felt like a complete screw up in life.

I realized that I have it a lot better than most people here. So I'm fine now.

Thanks for all your ladies support.

-Hugs.