I am wondering if anyone else still feels the presence of your old gender.
Let me explain. I still feel 'his' presence at times. Nothing too overbearing. Just as if 'he' is watching over me, like a guardian angel. 'He' has no control of my life now, but 'he' is still watching over me. I can feel 'him' as if 'he' is there, but not part of me.
When I am down, 'he' is there to comfort me. When I am worried, 'he' is there to confide in.
"He" isn't me, but still I can feel 'his' presence at times.
Anyone ever have this feeling? And I must say that this isn't a bad thing. After all, 'he' did protect me and cover for me for the last 54 years.
Janet