I'm trying to look for positives in my life, so here's one: I've finally found a group of people who address me with male pronouns and a male name! My friend introduced me as John (even though I'm obviously female), and whenever I tell people that's my name they kind of look at me funny then shrug and say whatever. And it's so cool, I'll just be sitting there and I'll hear someone say "he" and I'll look around and they're talking about ME!
Oh, and today I had a girl sit on my lap for the first time ever. I braided her hair. x]