Heh, interesting topic title but I really couldn't think of what to put. So an introduction of my self? My name is Adrianna, Adrian for short... or rather it would be if things had just turned out right. Well I suppose it would have been Lora (which is my sister's name) but I like Adrian for some reason. My current name of course is Nicholas which I hate with a passion!
As you can probably already guess, I was born in a male's body some 21 years ago (soon to be 22 in November.) I'm straight as far as the world is concerned, so I suppose that would make me a lesbian! I always knew I was meant to be a woman, but I just ignored it for so long. Up until now I could only truly be myself in video games or RPGs like D&D. To tell the truth the first time I ever portrayed a female was when my Big Brother (not blood related) suggested I try playing as one in D&D for a change of play style!
Her name was Adrian Nailo, half-elven rogue! It's through this character (who has gone through many reincarnations, until arriving at something I'm happy with) that I first began to think about and explore my true inner sexuality.
On a separate note, I'm married to a wonderful 22 year old woman, who sadly has a few of her own problems to deal with mentally. I love her to death, so I was scared when she found out about me. Of course I was also scared because I screwed up big time! Having an online relationship with a female, as a female... After that little incident was cleared up, I realized what a complete fool I am! She loves me back, and despite my imperfections wishes to be with me no matter what! She actually referred me to this site after hearing that the person who brought us together is getting SRS as well!
Am I planning on getting it? I'm not too sure yet. Most people think of me as a carefree idiot who doesn't think about anything and just lives life as it comes, not wishing to change anything, just sitting back and watching. That's what I portray my male self as anyway, the self that everyone sees everyday. Truly I'm quite thoughtful and contemplative, however, that leaves me open to letting things pass by as I take too long to think about them. Sometimes I think my wife even misses that but it's okay. Right now I've got so many things to worry about, including the well being of my beautiful wife! As far as I'm concerned she doesn't think about her self enough and it's hurting her, whether she sees it or not. I am however planning on taking her on a trip to somewhere where no one knows us, and dressing up for the entire thing. I have the clothes, I just need a wig and some boobs!
Anyway I'm sorry for rambling on but I've really never got to talk about this with anyone, it's hard to actually talk about things, I find typing much easier as people can "see" who I am, not what I was born with. If you've made it this far without falling asleep please leave a reply, I'm off to have a shower! Thank you for your time.
-Adrianna
