Hi everyone, I'm totally new here, so let me introduce myself:
Finally finally finally I found back and embraced what I had hidden when I must have been 6 years old. My mom died when I was 2 and my dad reacted really bad to a little TS in the house (not to mention my jealous sister
), so back then, I decided to go undercover as boy, get a good job, make some money and THEN, ...
Unfortunately, it got burried into my unconcious somewhere and I kinda forgot to conciously think about it. Until two years ago when I felt so ->-bleeped-<-ed up somehow that I decided to spend 3 weeks in an NLP/hypnosis training in Orlando(FL), thinking it would greatly enhance my communication skills and money making abilities while making me feel all better about myself.
And yes, it did all that! But what I didn't expect was for it to clean out my whole belief system and brainwash me back into a girl again. I can't help but think *they knew* this about me and God was their accomplice! It was such a supernatural experience; I even met the sweetest/hottest/smoothest TS girl I've ever seen IRL, not realizing yet how the whole experience would turn my life upside down. Anyway, it was then the whole puzzle started falling into place and my life started changing. Thanks a million
PureNLP.com and everyone who was there in 2007!!
This whole hypno-experience was only the beginning though, and 7 months ago, it finally hit me. Whenever I go girl it changes my whole experience and life feels so much more natural! THAT is why they kept talking about me referring to 'she' and 'her'. THAT is why a girl I went downtown with in the evening asked me "wanna try on my dress for the occasion?" (which totally embarrased me back then, causing me to answer "No?" hoping she would read it as a yes, but she didn't). and that is why that same girl asked me "do you think she's happy?" when we 'coincidentally' ran into an older TS-woman when we went to visit the Dali-museum in Tampa. and THAT is why another girl I met there had a TS girl friend in who's house we got so drunk we had to stay for the night....! (all in the same 3 weeks!) I've been asleep for 28 years, like Snow White
!
So here I am now, ready to start living towards the life I didn't dare to live before! I've been playing around, however I don't dare to go to work as a girl yet...
I've been growing my hair out for 6 months now, yet want it to grow somewhat longer than double the length it is now. I've also been playing with makeup which makes me look a lot more fem, but I want more. First the big stuff (FFS), then the face-details, then try to stealth and when that works out I'll go for the boobs (last, because it's hard for a boy to hide his boobs at work, and I don't want them to find out before I'm happy with my looks)
Any suggestions on FFS surgery, alternate hair colors and anything really are very welcome!
No make-up:
<<pics removed -- the boy's been put to sleep>>Just a little lipstick (I definitely need fuller lips!):
<<pics removed -- the boy's been put to sleep>>Thanks!
Hanne
