but i thought it was kindof funny
earlier today after no.2 i went to wipe and saw blood everywhere. i started to seriously freak out because i thought i was bleeding profusly from the anus or something...
until i realised it was just my period, HAHA.
i didn't mean to gross anyone out, haha, sorry, but it just shows how much i ignore my period (or "monthly red death" as someone on here put it). every time my period ends it's like i believe it's the last one, like it's going to run away and never come back. i just completely ignore it, it's like i choose to believe it doesn't exist. because i don't want it to, i'm not a woman and so i shouldn't have it.
i guess i feel like if i start keeping track of it, i'll be more like a woman, or something. i'm just stubborn about it. i guess i just wanted to know if anyone else has this attitude, or if i'm just ridiculously spiteful, to my own inconvenience :\