It seems a good idea to take the suggestion to send out a post introducing myself. Being extremely computer literate (that is, I can spell computer), and I have just now proven that by deleting my first attempt at this introduction, please let me try again. I will promise you that I am a compulsive self-editor, although I'm not sure it results in any improvement, but it does consume a lot of time.
I live in Kansas, and at 60 am one of the less young persons on the forum, but I can't fix anything yesterday. I retired a few years ago from local government, and have since worked in the interstate transportation industry, so I will have a very random and intermitant on-line availablity. I have been married for 23 years and have one son, away at school.
All my live I have had what's called gender issues, including crossdressing and transsexual thoughts and desires. In the early 70s I went to a doctor to run what tests were out there then. There was no physical reason discovered for my situation. I remember the doctor saying that it appeared to be a mental issue. I thought the problem was the male body attached to me, but there's probably a smaller difference in those positions then you might think. He also said that I wouldn't make a very good looking woman. That actually upset me then, but since then my attitude is best expressed in the more recent words "
Well Duh!" I have lately had a strong return of the feelings, and I've decided that I will get to wherever I need to go. I am so lucky in that my wive and I have always been open about this, discussed it early on prior to marriage, even crossdressing in her presence when possible. She is so very supportive and accepting, even though the possibilites of the situation creates much pain and uncertainity.
The editor, in looking back over this post, feels that I have retreived my original thoughts from the delete zone. I have been a lurker out here for a short while, so I am a bit familiar with several of the posters, and I am very impressed with the quality of Susan's Place. By the way, I figured out my name before I came across Susan's Place, but I think it's pretty neat anyway. I don't know how much a participater I may be as I have always been a loner, but we shall see.
Love to all my friends, and may you all be friends.
Susan