Ok before I get started I just want to say a few things.
I joined this community two weeks ago today, I started a new topic entitled "Hi everyone I'm new, having some troubles" or something of that nature.
I came to find that this community of friends and family is actually really friendly, not to mention open minded... Further more I would like to thank all who have welcomed me here already. You all are life savers and dream makers. Stay that way.

--------------------------3 Months ago------------------------
*He's laying on his bed pondering the world as he stares at the ceiling*
Him: Why don't I feel like myself, why can't I get a grip on who I am... I mean I think I got it and then... I loose it *sighs* well maybe I could talk to my friends about it... of course all my friends are girls for the most part... why do I have so many girl
friends? Hmm.... I wonder what it would be like to be a girl for just a day, I bet my mom would take me shopping and I could look at all the awesome girl clothes and talk about fashion and get tips on how to look good...*sighs again* well I'm bored now so I'm gonna go play Call of Duty 4... *rolls off the bed and goes to his computer*
------------------------2 Months Ago---------------------------
*He looks in the mirror*
Him: *In his mind*...who the hell are you!? Your not me why do you look like this, this isn't you what's going on!?...
------------------------1 Month Ago----------------------------
*Sitting in a chair getting his make-up done for the talent show*
Shawn: So is this... more because you want to or what?
Him: No it's more to win a hundred dollars *laughs*
Shawn: Alright well... lets get the wig on you and lets get you dressed and see what you look like.
Him: *In his mind* oh my god... this isn't going to look pretty I just look like a guy with make-up on... I guess I should get my wig on now.... *He walks over to the counter and picks up the wig and goes into the bathroom where his clothes are, he changes into some high heel boots, a mini skirt a bra and a tank top and steps outside the bathroom door*
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Everyone at once: *GASP*
Ariel: OH MY GOD! your boyfriend makes a gorgeous woman, maybe like an Italian or Greek woman, oh my god he's amazing!...
Everyone chattering at once: * incoherent noises *
Him: *In his mind* Do I really look that good..? *Runs into the bathroom and looks in the mirror* O-Oh my god....
*Suddenly a rush of thoughts burst into his mind like a door had just been opened full of a crowd of people waiting outside it* sajhdjsahduiwaeiw waiueaiskdjsakudiwue awieuawiadskajsd 9iwueiasdjkajdiwauijdsakj *one thought like a brick hits him* kashdjkashdamsndkawiduawiudaiwhdjashdauyhsdawhhadsauid
hsagdhsagd thats what it is I was suppose to be a girl! sajdhsjahdkjsahdkjsahdkjshadkj *he blushes and smiles widely at himself in the mirror*
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It all slid into place after that... I wasn't looking at myself in the mirror asking my image "Who are you?" I was Amber now, and I had a ton of questions and still do... so thats my story and I hope you enjoyed it.