My option wasn't listed.
I was in therapy for severe depression, although I knew what was wrong with me. It all spilled out in a therapy session.
I came here because I wanted people that felt like I did to tell me that:
confirm that these feelings were lifelong and would never go away,
to confirm that they would get stronger with time,
to confirm that it was near-impossibly hard to transition,
and that life after transitioning was so difficult, that suicide was a valid option.
I got the first three here, I still envision in my mind that the 4th is true, but the wonderful people here at Susan's tend to prove it wrong by simply being who they are. It's also why I stay, maybe one day I won't be so convinced of it.