So this may get a little long and i'll probobly get weepy but bare with me.

I've lived with my Nanny and Papa (grandpa and grandma) my whole life. They took custidy of me because my mom was only 16 and couldnt handel the responsibility. (these are the grandparents on my dads side) My dad only came around once and a while. birthdays christmas and such. Anywho..

So Nanny and papa raised me. I love the to death and am extreamly attached to them even now. (i'm 23 for those who dont know) I call my nanny every day. Sometimes twise a day if something interesting happens in my day and i need to share with someone. She's the first person i call. I dont have any friends where i live so its not like i can call anyone else.

I go back to  the town i'm from as often as i can. I stay with my nanny and my papa. Adrianna comes along (as nick of course) I have lived in the same house my initre life. Until i moved out on my own with Adrianna. That house is apart of my life. Every memory involves it. The backyard is my safe haven. The place where i am free. My house is big and blue. Thats how i've always known it. I dreamed of living in that house with my husband some day and having my kids grow up there.
I dreamed of growing old and passing the house along.

My nanny and papa are selling the house now. Its tearing me apart. I want this house so badly. Its my HOME. the only HOME i have ever had or wanted. I lay a night dreaming of it wishing i was there. Its not just Nanny and papa that are there but that actual building itself. I'd give anything and i mean ANYTHING to have that house. But they can't just give it to me belive me i asked. What would they live on for the rest of there life they want to see and do things and this would be there way. I have no credit thanks to stupidity in my teens and i couldnt get a mortgage if i wanted one. Same with Adrianna. I just can't fathom someone moving into it and god for bid tearing it down and building on the land. Its ripping me apart. If i could have one thing in the world and never have anything else tha thouse would be it.

I just found out its going up for 169 000 if only dreams could come true. mabie if i wish hard enough.

Has anyone else ever felt like me. So attached to a place. OR am i just wierd