So i mentioned in the chat a few times, that this week I'm feeling fem. This is like the first time in over a year, even 2 years, I've felt like this, and it's giving me deja vu about when i was in my earlier teens, and I was generally fine with being a 'girl' besides being angry about the girly things I felt I had to do like long hair, etc...

I think it's my body's hormones messing with my head. It's making me doubt transitioning this early in my life. I felt no dysphoria about my body in the shower almost like a weight was released, but I have this nagging feeling in the back of my head that tells me the dysphoria is still there and will come back in full force.

I started envisioning my future as a young female. Hot chick with a hot bike, with interesting things to offer people, going on dates with guys, and just.. living life. But fast forward 10 years from my early 20's, I can only picture myself as male.

Anybody else?

Hormones can effect your thought processes, so yes this is not abnormal or an un-ordinary feeling.  There are so may variables with ppl though that it is hard to say what makes a TG or a CD/TV only feeling.  With me I have always felt female inside, and it wasn't just the sexual aspect that made me this way.  It was mostly my thought processes being more female than male.  The sexual aspect just coincided with my feelings of the opposite gender.  It is the same with FTM i would think.  What made me start hormones was not only to enhance these feelings, but to help with physical changes later.  Everyone has different objectives though, and so who would i be to make an assumption.