Hey everyone, you can call me noir. I've transgendered for awhile now. For awhile, I had no idea why I felt this way, or what to call it. My parents couldn't help much, as I was a very quiet child, but it's not as though I blame them for not figuring my problem out.
Anyways, I figured out I was transsexual in high school, at about 17. I'm 20 years old now, and not much progress has been made. I'm sorta pessimistic about everything at the moment. There hasn't been much positivity in my life. My parents aren't very supportive, and my sister hates my guts.
I currently work with a non-profit organization, which is attempting to better the world we live in, and I'm proud to be doing this. it's what I want to do with my life. Although moving up in the org and being more integral in it's efforts would be wonderful, the movement as a whole is what I want to better. But I have the stepping stones needed to cross the river, so I'm looking forward to that.
But, it's as though I am neglecting myself, and I want to change that, but I'm just not sure. I'm probably going to end up insane if I don't.
