I admit that I watch straight porn, sometimes lesbian porn, like nobody hasn't! I often get turned on and instead of heading to the right direction that a biological women do I start to pull on my pants and have some sexual feeling like if I had a penis. I often do this when I'm riding my bike. I get sexually simulated and then I do the hand motion on my pants.
I don't know if I'm acting crazy or am I experiencing the new me?

Has anyone experienced this?

I also had a dream long time ago where I was a biological male and had bumped into this woman from the streets who looked flat out gorgeous and we ended up hitting it off. At the end of our fun the woman had told me "You were the best that I had"  The sex had felt so real. I didn't wanted to wake up from this dream. I remember having a great day after waking up

I don't generally remember my dreams but this one I remember clearly.

You mean like a phantom limb?

Yep, I get that too. I think what happens is our mind is trying to search for that missing limb of ours because obviously in our minds we are male but our anatomy doesn't quite match-up, so it looks for ways to remedy that. Some guys have to imagine themselves with proper anatomy to be able to feel better pleasure or any at all.

The strangest thing is when I see a woman, mostly a hot an Arab chick, I feel like I'm getting an erection. I'm glad I'm not alone in all of this. I hate to be called crazy.

the phantom penis.

https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,14827.0.html

Whoa! Chris that is exactly what I feel! Amazing how I never heard of the phantom limb (or penis) up until now. I'm glad it has a name to it! The more that I read the more that I realize that what I'm feeling is real.

ditto.

Quote from: Tristan H. on September 23, 2009, 12:59:46 AMI think what happens is our mind is trying to search for that missing limb of ours because obviously in our minds we are male but our anatomy doesn't quite match-up, so it looks for ways to remedy that. Some guys have to imagine themselves with proper anatomy to be able to feel better pleasure or any at all.

This.

Once you get some growth down there you will actually get an erection (though mini). It feels great. J.M., you're not the only one to have sexual dreams being a bio-male. Pretty much all my sexual dreams are like that. Then I wake up.

MTF here, me too it's same but in a reverse way. I often in the past dreamt of some 'unknown' faces(at times known face in real) having sex with me in dreams but strangely in those dream I have a vagina and they are penetrating me in there.

The whole reason I don't engage in sexual activities, whether it be with others or with myself, if you know what I mean, is because I'm simply not satisfied with what's going on "down there".  No erection, no can do.  I have definitely had sensations in this "phantom penis", and often feel as if I have an erection when I don't... I hate it.  It feels like my anatomy was chopped off.  So I just don't look at it, don't deal with it, ignore it completely.  I always expected sexuality to be one way, and it isn't the way I thought it would be because I don't have the tools, so to speak.  I can't wait for T.

I very rarely get aroused because Im on anti depressants. My sex drive is like zero.
But I kinda know what you mean. Clits do get erect though

Quote from: Kyle :3 on September 23, 2009, 06:14:32 PMI very rarely get aroused because Im on anti depressants. My sex drive is like zero.
But I kinda know what you mean. Clits do get erect though

I'm on anti-depressants too. Have been for a long time. My libido was very poor throughout my life. I blamed the anti-depressants. But once I changed my thinking and imagined myself with a penis I did much, much better (with just myself anyway). Now that I'm on T- no problem. So, you might come around too.

Quote from: Radar on September 23, 2009, 06:29:51 PM
I'm on anti-depressants too. Have been for a long time. My libido was very poor throughout my life. I blamed the anti-depressants. But once I changed my thinking and imagined myself with a penis I did much, much better (with just myself anyway). Now that I'm on T- no problem. So, you might come around too.

Thanks I hope so. T makes the world go round XD

Being on antidepressants is probably a part of it.  I've been on them for most of my life.  I'm slowly going off of mine; only on a quarter of a pill right now, didn't even take any last night because I'm going to start taking one every other day, so essentially I'll be taking... 1/8th of a pill every day.    Not much.

Still, I have no sex drive.  I remember the most I felt was when I had the mindset that I was male.  I suppose that has more to do with it than I thought, originally.  I think it may have a lot to do with it for all of us.

Yeah I know this feeling occasionally.... Sometimes it feels like my penis is trying to burst out from inside the frontal/clit area too.. Kinda unsettling really
I had a dream the other night that this actually happened and and I grew a 4-5" phallus.... It was painful but nice
I have no drive either. I blame it on TG and anxiety disorder..

I've had this too...regular dreams and daydreams alike.


On a completely unrelated note...I had a weird dream last night that my binder broke a rib. In the dream the bone was poking out and making a purple bump in my skin and I kept trying to push it back in. This was odd, because I'd JUST started thinking about getting a smaller binder, lol.

I'm very glad I found this topic.

I recently...made my own packer, (moneys low so cant afford one) and I was wearing it the other day, and my girlfriend and I were in the car and much to my surprised she liked it very much, and continuously had the urge to "stroke" him. Much to my surprise it aroused me...very much. I instantly made her stop, not only because I found it odd that aroused me when it technically is attached and theres no feeling, but also because she took much of a liking to it when shes a..."lesbian"...kinda of sent me into a state of a confusion on top of the fact it was the first time i ever wore a packer and was just gettin used to him physically being there

d.j

I've had a dream a time or two that I had a penis and I could feel the weight of it and actually stroke it, the head felt silky smooth ..... I think I had a bunched up bit of bedding over my crotch and was probably stroking that, great dream though!

I've been on top of my GF and thrusting into her as if I had a penis and even though I wasn't wearing anything in the way of a packer etc not only did I feel the phantom penis, I swear she did too! And liked it a lot I should mention 

I don't think the OP's motions etc are odd at all and it *is* good to see we all feel this.

Ya, I often feel it too. Glad to know I'm not the only one.

I actually do think I have the phantom penis. I just never really thought of it that way. And ever since this board I am totally aware when I have it.

Quote from: djknyht on September 24, 2009, 09:58:14 PM
I'm very glad I found this topic.

I recently...made my own packer, (moneys low so cant afford one) and I was wearing it the other day, and my girlfriend and I were in the car and much to my surprised she liked it very much, and continuously had the urge to "stroke" him. Much to my surprise it aroused me...very much.   . . .
d.j

I made my own cheapo packer with a dozen condoms and hair gel (the freebie from djknowsdicks.com ) and if my boyfriend touches it through my clothes, even though I know it's a false and very unrealistic penis I get aroused. When I have my special alone time I grip and stroke my vibe through the sheet and that makes it realistic enough to orgasm 99% of the time!

Sorry if that's TMI lol.