Hi Jackson,
Welcome. Lots of guys here who can help out. Don't be shy, you are very safe here. We have all been to places and some of us are still getting there.
Why not give us a bit of a life story. Nothing to be nervous about, you are among people who absolutely know what its like. Sometimes letting the past out can be quite wonderful; no one will laugh, no one will be critical, we will just try to help.
Take Care Jackson
Cindy