Hello Girls -and boys
i am 29 yo, (born male) but always knew i am a Girl inside. Love girly cloths, love to dress up at home, love everything that Girl had i never could have.
Always sang songs infront of the mirror w Fake Microphone, by Madonna, Kim Wilde, Kylie ..or Beyonce LOL
I wanted to be those DIVAS - > Well so as most Gay boys LOL anyway.
Of course always am attracted to str8 Man -> I have such  a huge chemistry with them Sexualy and emotionaly.
Last 4 years i start dressing Up as a girl -and i kinda got a lot of attention.
so Now that it gets more serious with few str8 man, i have few questions.
I am kinda hairy, i shave and all but i am not Asian or Latino (mostly they don't have hair) its soo much easier for them.
Im a white -(dark hair)Girl Russian...I need help how is it possible when i see soo many Beautiiful ->-bleeped-<-s and Tvs with NO Hair? is it possible to get rid of body hair.
Of course "Breasts implants" will follow and all..but First i wish i could get rid of the hair, that i don't have to shave every 4-5 days such a Headack?
OR ITS Just impossible..I heard about LAZOR (is it painful) ...should i see proffesional?
Does anyone have any TIPS?
How about AFTER -can you FIND A decent Job?

Well if you are considering yourself transgender, then you should see a therepist for that and later  he or she will prescribe you female hormones that will have your body looking and becoming the female your are meant to be.

2nd, most people go threw electrolysis to get rid of facial and body hair thats not needed. People say it hurts, idk, i havent had it done yet!

3rd, The changes are not overnight so dont think all of this will happen overnight.

4th, no estrogen and just breast implants, ehhh...you might want to reconsider your thoughts on this one. 

Do some research hon...I don't mean to be rude but it sounds like you haven't done any. Tsroadmap is a good start. Lynn Conway's is excellent. There's a wiki here, etc...research. Be smart about it and you'll be o.k.

For body hair try using an epilator. It hurts like hell the first time you use it but as the hairs grow back they will be a bit thinner and it won't hurt so much.

i know the Therapists and this or that are available i am seeing phsycologist now, but I think she learns from me MORE then i learn from her LOL TRUST ME I know what i want.
ohh THANK U sooo much, i always thought that there is a way to be smooth
So those Hormonal pills are not getting rid of Fascial hair ha? (sad )LOL
another  question...If i do stage shows, my 5 O'Clock shadow always shows up no matter how expensive Mack or Lancome is LOL.. WHAT do you recommend me to put on face in order to have a smooth face on stage? before or after foundation --i mean is there a special CREAM?

I've never used it but have heard of stuff called "beard cover"?

If you have dark hair and light skin, laser works very well and is considerably faster and cheaper than electrolysis.  Different people experience the pain differently.  I've found it to be unpleasant and sometimes painful, but I've never had to take pain medication for it.  There are oodles of threads on hair removal here on Susan's.

I have no idea of what is available to you, but you might just go to a laser place for a consult.  I live in a small town and there is only one locally.  I was unsure after the first consult, so I went to a place in another town 75 miles away.  I immediately liked and trusted the woman and have been going there regularly since.

And no, hormones do not affect facial hair much.  It is possible they will make the hair a little less coarse, but probably not.

There are foundations made to cover beard shadow.  They are essentially very heavy foundations.  I've never used one, but the cross-dressing community does.

Welcome to Susan's, Kim.

- Kate