Hey Everybody,

Wow, I haven't been around in a long time and I can honestly say I've missed it here @ susans. I came here many years ago before deciding to transition and found a place I could call home.

Lately for Heather things have been bad; I've lost my home to foreclosure and have had to move in with a friend of mine temporally and my transition has come to a halt as far as laser and electrolysis go. I have struggled with depression and anxiety (to say the least) and I often feel as if I'm just never gonna make it.

I still work in behavioral health, which makes my own depression and anxiety worse, if you can believe that. I had to drop out of school too recently @ The Art Institute of Phoenix due to financial and mental health reasons and that as you can see has added to the whole "feeling like a failure" crap.

Yes brothers and sisters it's been a bad year to say the least and I'm having a real hard time seeing any light at the end of the tunnel.

wb hun i love your avitar sometimes you need to just step back take a breather set some prioritys and then get your momentum going again im sorry to hear the year has brought you so much misery but each day is a new start hugs im not very good at chearing up people but i have been were you are and it does get better i now look at these things as trials some greater being wants me to learn from the bad times and so i try to figure out what the lesson is
jessica

Thanx Jesse