I am at War.

War with the ignorance,
and hatred,
and stupidity,
and bigotry,
and myself,

because when i lose at just being myself in the war,
i lose myself in everything i look to accomplish with something like Love,

...and understanding,
..and patience,
.and tolerance,

and always try only to give,
all the things i have looked for,
and looked to, from an unconditionally loving heart,
                    and an open mind,

but not gotten,
from so many others my whole life,

instead of the hatred,
and the anger that never ends, from a lifetime of abuses.

when i lose myself in the war i lose myself in everything, and lose myself in everything i ever looked to accomplish in myself thru patience, tolerance, loving, and understanding in myself that i know to be true.

The War is my line between loving and hating. My war is the line between walking and breaking. The W-A-R will not take my loving heart from this place until it stops beating forever. May it not let it be, to ever take yours.

LoveForever


Annagirl