I wanted to start by saying hello. I have been browsing from time to time and soaking in the information that this forum has to offer, probably for almost 3 years now! After a discussion with my therapist today and i agree with her that i need to start talking about my situation. I'm mTf (36)and been on a doctor prescribed hRt for almost 2 years now, w0w has time flown by. Started when i was 21 with the help of an x-girlfriend using illegal mones wich i don't recommend to anyone! I have NOT came out to anybody and it is the hardest thing in the world not talking to anybody about besides my therapist. There is a local group that meets once a month on saturdays and i plan on going once i get up enough courage, i guess this is the first step, can't hide behind my four walls forever!!!!!!!I have read all the forums rules and regulations and look foward to chating!!!!