Hi, I am critical of my passability and see my self not quite there yet. I shot this footage to get material for my webpage and decided to post it for you to see:

I have removed the link, Sorry. Video is in private mode again.



Love Alexia.

The vid. doesn't work. You may need to change your settings with YouTube

Sorry hon, just replaced the link with Public access one, hope it works.

Yup, Yous looks like a girl 

About the moment the vid started playing, there seems to be no doubt in my mind about you passing. No need to doubt yourself!

My mind keeps on saying "No way", but what I need now are kind words like yours to let me know I am heading in the right direction. Thanks Virginia.

You look pretty good. I know you have a pretty face anyway, because of your avitar.

Hope you don't mind me saying though, your legs and arms seem a bit muscular. Wondering if some really good quality tights might do the trick?

(Sorry, just thought, think you call them pantyhose over in the colonies).

Quote from: spacial on January 17, 2010, 06:25:24 PM
You look pretty good. I know you have a pretty face anyway, because of your avitar.

Hope you don't mind me saying though, your legs and arms seem a bit muscular. Wondering if some really good quality tights might do the trick?

(Sorry, just thought, think you call them pantyhose over in the colonies).

I think it is the way the arms are tanned that makes the arms look more muscular. I would recommend using sunscreen.

Yes I know, all those years living in a man-suit leave scars. I have been on a strict diet and HRT for close to 9 mths and I do see bit of muscle mass reduction but it will take some time to get back to slim. Video was taken about 3 months ago so I am hoping next one will show muscle loss, at leased that is my hope.

Quote from: alexia elliot on January 17, 2010, 06:32:32 PM
Yes I know, all those years living in a man-suit leave scars. I have been on a strict diet and HRT for close to 9 mths and I do see bit of muscle mass reduction but it will take some time to get back to slim. Video was taken about 3 months ago so I am hoping next one will show muscle loss, at leased that is my hope.

Yeah. You've got the confidence and you look pretty good. As Dana says, there are cosmetics to deal with the skin tones. Along with some tights, I'm sure you will be fine.

Do you have any plans to debut soon?

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Just had another look. This time I concentrated on your legs.

It is the skin tone.

The shot of you in trousers was great.

When I was living a female, I had a full length mirror in the hall and spent some time walking up and down, looking at my walk. I noticed that, by holding my hips close together so they rub, the effect was much better.

I am not as confident in my self as you guys are. I have made a decision that I will withhold until I am convinced it is time, however, because of my personality and self criticism, coming out may never happen. That is why I have decided to post this quite personal video for you to see, so that I might get a fresh unobstructed critique of my look.

I think you should be very confident and strut your stuff

I'm sorry, but no, I don't.  I think you wearing that lingerie is not really about being a transsexual, but about crossdressing.  This appears to be a fetishized video.  Those pantyhose in the beginning are over the top with that outfit.  And rubbing yourself on the bed in that lingerie and wig?  You don't seem like you are serious about passing.  It just seems like you're doing this because you wanna dress up and rub yourself...

I'm sorry.

You might be wright, I am struggling with the label, I feel as I have always felt feminine and womanly but after all I was born an obvious. I love the feminine feeling of clothing and yes I do look better in proper lingerie than without, short comings of my former masculine self. Am I less of a woman because I took  more revealing picture of my self, is it a fetish to want to be like a woman when actually being a man, Is being a crossdresser, transgendered, transsexual just different stages of the same need and want. I am struggling with answers. I didn't mean to convey a deviant message in the video but show feminine, perhaps bit more revealing aspect of my self.
Love Alexia.

Hey, what woman doesn't love to do the lingerie thing?

Could Fredericks of H. or Victoria's Secret exist without it?

Don't give in to the critics....Just be all the woman you are

Dang!!! I should listen to my own advise sometimes 

I absolutely adore that yellow dress at 1:12, where is it from? I can't tell if it's closed necked or not, but either way I love it. Also, if I may ask, do you corset or is that your natural waist?

That dress costed me about $3  and I got it in a hidden treasure, a internet store with vintage clothing at:   Laceandfrills.com
Lets put it mildly: Not diamonds but corsets are the girls best friends, or at least girls to be. I couldn't dream about the waist that size without it. But diet is a good second best and it is my goal to get there so I can wear corsets just for sheer beauty of the garment, I must admit I am a corset lover.

With love, Corseted Alexia .

First, as an Administrator, I have to state that the lingerie shots have to be edited out.  Violation of Rule 4.  Sorry, Hon.

Second, we are our own worst critic.  You should be full time, you are very much the woman you want to be.

The only thing I would suggest is to use ether a tanning booth or maybe instant tan and even out the tan lines.  You wear t-shirts a lot.  I can tell because of the trucker tan lines.  I wish I had the confidence and the clothes to do the sexy shots.  Maybe then I could catch a man.


Janet

I have removed the public settings from the video and it is back to private once again. Thank you so much for all your kind words. Just as you put it Janet, I still see him in the reflection and it is hard for me to accept that I could be mistaken for a woman, oh how wonderful that would be. But thanks to all of you I am gaining confidence, and its becoming real, with possibility of one day perhaps not too distant to strut my stuff  (thanks Virginia). I truly thought that day will never come.

Love Alexia.

Where is the video? is that your pic in your avatar?