So, It's been forever since I've posted, thought I'd give an update.

I really didn't think about coming back here since me and lex grew so distant... because it felt like I didn't belong anymore... But my friend is going through his transition (FTM) and his girlfriend was having some internal issues, so I sent her here... and I was like... WOW. I missed you guys.

But yeah, I met an FTM named Lucas. Sweet guy and we flirted back and forth for a while, but it was clear that the gurl he is now dating is the one for him. But talking to me helped him make the decision to come out and take steps. He's now talking to a therapist (YAY), and he purchased a binder. It also helped him that I never knew him by the birth name... So people got use to calling him Lucas. -thumbs up-

Since lex, My sexuality has been up in the air... I've gotten a few offers from alot of people about dating and really... I'm not sure I'm ready... I still can't shake the devotion for lex which seems silly since he moved on, but eh. I'm always around for him if he ever needs me. I'd just know that I know I wouldn't take him back anymore.... Not with how things are... and not with how they really ended (that really is a mess)


I'm still relatively active in the trans community. I've done tons of research and read several books. It's been incredible.

RECENTLY I saw the most incredible movie about an MTF sister callled"Breakfast on Pluto". If you ever get the chance I HIGHLY recommend it. It has a nice balance of good and bad moments.

Plus it puts her in very human positions. She's not completely "out of the world". Kitten feels real... which actually she is.... it's based off of memoirs. (Even better right?!)



I don't know how much longer I will be in my home town... I've been trying to get into college (still no word one way or the other...) and yeah if it doesn't go through I'm hitting the airforce. (Police academy doesn't take people under 21 here so I'd have to wait 2 more years before I could do anything with my life, and I'm just not waiting that long.) I'm trying to make something of myself since so much revolved around my past and my ex and that's been hard, but I'm getting there!

Yeah SO'S BIG THING HERE!!! DON'T EVER LOSE YOURSELF BECAUSE OF THEIR TRANSJOURNEY!!!!!

EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Trying to get back to me has taken a long time! I'm almost there! Don't lose yourself in the whirlwind of change.

I know it's scattered but I'm writing everything on my mind.

Love you all!!!

Welcome back Breanna (I believe?). It's great to hear that you're recovering from the whirlwind of that relationship. It is easy to lose yourself in so much change so that is great advice to hold on.

*hugs* And don't feel like you don't belong here. You're always welcome.

Aww osiris! -hugs back- Thanks. And actually... I forgot to mention... If there are any guys on here who are also on TQ Nation, I've been talking to Tristan and I'm sponsoring a contest for a free binder. (I'm trying to focus on guys who REALLY need them...) Look me up on there if you want. Same Username.

Glad you're here. My name is Karri and I'm new to this site... Plenty of life experience, but not in this department. AND from experience I Do have... If you want to go into law enforcement, spend the next few years at a JC... That will do more for you than the military. Also you can find a Police Explorer Post or cadet program at most departments. Anyhew, I have lots of info on that stuff but am lost with my sweet FTM.