Who knows Why?

http://womenborntranssexual.com/2010/02/20/who-knows-why/
2/20/10

I think an awful lot of late transitioners end up looking for a REASON.  They want to know WHY?  WHY?  They were adult males who gave in to this need, this overwhelming drive  –  it often becomes "change or die".

I think it takes time to reach a point where "why" no longer matters.  A point where it just IS.  A point where I'm actually happy to just be happy, to just be me.

I often wonder the same. Why me? Why now? Why not before? Why is it such a dire need?

Will likely never know. Even wonder if this is really the path for me. I feel it is, but others don't see it like I do. And maybe they're right, maybe they have a special, clear "outsider" insight not clouded by my crazy mood shifts and depression and angst. Time will tell if this is the correct path.