Just phoned dr fergusons secretary to see how much longer my firsdt psychiatric appointment is going to be and she says there is still one more in front of me and it will probably be about another month. Only problem is she's been saying that since October. I've managed to keep it together this long cos i'd got it ino my head that it was just round the corner. Now i feel as if i'm just being fobbed off and i'm really not sure how much more i can take. I can usually keep a lid on my feelings but now they're threatening to blow and i just know its gonna be messy

I'm sorry to hear that bro...

Is it possible to see a different therapist?

I'm sure there is more than one therapist in your area.  I'd recommend finding one with enough time to actually see you.

With doing it thro the NHS I'm not sure how it works, I'll have to look into it. One therapist has already passed me over cos he didn't know anything about GID. I don't really want to upset someone who might be the only person who can say yes to the next step but its really pushing me towards the edge of sanity.