Hi i just found this place and thought i would say hello. My name pretty much explains things. I hope i do not upset anyone. I am here to meet others and reach out to those who were also confused like me and hear everyones point of view. Firstly, I knew i wasn't a male and after i transitioned many years ago i eventually realized i wasn't a female. I feel more aligned with a FTM. However, i do not have their total experience but its the closest thing to an identity i can come up with. So let me end there and listen to the many views i am sure that will be expressed here by all you wonderful people. Oh i have been single ever since i first transitioned. I also have never been attracted to males but i have been attracted to other MTF and FTM but i knew i had to find the true me before any relationship could ever happen so i have waited as i seekthe true me. Lately in the last couple of years i found myself basically attracted to older women with maturity.
Post Merge: March 28, 2010, 02:07:00 PM
Just to let you know i would never go back to the way i was before i transitioned. I do not want a penis
and i do not want to appear totally male but i know i am not totally female either, as much as i wish i was born female. Many people who see me are also confused and unsure what gender i am. My legal identity is female which i do not desire to change. I also like growing my hair long because i am a hippy
I hope this answers some more questions and inspires others to say hello.
