Below is a post i wrote basically saying i was replaced by two GG's and so i had to ove on to a better place.. i hope..
bye love Danielle
Re: I have two jobs..traveling too NY + ? [message #57882 is a reply to message #53788 ] Thu, 12 October 2006 20:09
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I got two women from the local shelter to move in with me and well joans daughter met with me and said that because of all the work i did she would now have to pay more to her sister to be able to buy her moms property from her other sister when joan dies one day. She did say she would give me a great reference but that left me with having to leave by the end of october. I was able to find a car at
autodriveaway.com and so i left about one week ago and i started to hitchhike to portland oregon and i got a great ride from a nice guy of 45 from LA who was just traveling around and was seeking new direction in his life. He took me from trinidad Calif to portland oregon where i got my boots fixed. He then took me to arlington Washington where i met a sister who also was seeking a new place to go. She was kinda stuck there as she had paid for laser in seattle and had medical needs etc... Anyway monday at 11am i picked up the car in portland and i drove east.
I am writing this at a wonderful sisters house in west chicago Il. I got here at 1am this morning. I helped her clean out a barn to put her fancy antique car into. I will probably leave tomorrow to continue to take the car to brooklyn NY by the 19th. From there i have to get to phila pa to pick up my $500.00 deposit. Then i have to also get to about 100 miles NW from NYC for an interview for a steiner foundation organization. There i hope to work for the elderly. It doesn't pay anything but all my needs are taken care of. I will hopefully get accepted then i have to get to Phila Pa to vote. Then i will have to wait somewhere for my approval to be accepted at the foundation. Well any way the spirits above have taken care of me well so far. Please keep me in your prayers so that i might get accepted.
Its such a life of total surrender i live. I have very few who care about me but i do have above watching over me and above seems to be guiding my life to hopefully better things.
The owner of the N. calif womens shelter also told me that the daughter was crazy having those two women take care of Joan. However, maybe the added work to their lives will give them meaning and they will find a new spirit within.
I hated to leave my gardens but it was never mine anyway. I can know that i have done great things. The man John who gave me the incredible ride is now there today planting veggies at another local community garden. He sure is a sweetheart and has given me new insights to males. I did finally tell him friday night before we got to arlington washington that the sister i was visiting was TS and that i was too. It took some explaining but he finally understood. I would love to find this man a nice GF. He shared with me about three failed marrigaes. The women had used him. I am sure because he is so sweet and giving.
Anyway my life is in total surrender and fortunately the car i got paid 438.00 for fuel. I have only spent 130.00 so far and i am in chicago. Usually you have to pay for all fuel except the first full tank. I picked up a few lugs of apples in the yakima vally washington and some huckleberry honey and syrup in Montana for my friend here in chicago. Wow that state has grown. I was also able to pick up a picture i left at the minnesota trans home i helped to open in 2001. It is a picture of an old fashioned young girl with a saying below that says... ""what is your fortune my pretty maid? My face is my fortune sir she said... Then i shall not marry you my pretty maid..... Nobody ax'ed you sir she said. "" There are only three still there at the minnesota trans home but its alive.However, one girl there surely doesn't want me to live there and well minnesota gets cold brrr..
My friend here in chicago also has these wonderful organs from germany which are like player machines. She played one tonight.. It only cost her 110,000.00 They are antiques. She has 5 of these giant machines.. When i get my 500.00 deposit back i have to send it to her because i had borrowed 1000.00 in august for fertilizer i bought for joans land. I had sent her 200.00 and the 500.00 will leave me only owing her 300.00. the apples and the work cleaning barns and garages will be my interest for her loan. Joans daughter owes me 1000.00's but i was told that if i spent $ there don't expect to get it back. By january i should have all my debts paid. I did just buy a waterless cookware set in august at the humboldt county fair which was 1300.00 and i still owe 2 more months of 380.00 a month so i pray january all debts will be done.
The spirits above are telling me that maybe if i stay at the steiner foundation for say 5 yrs i may be able to go to africa someday and see my two kids i support in lusaka Zambia. Oh well i know my life is so unlike many here but i do like to write so i can hear that which i write. if what i say speaks to anyone so be it.
May God / Godess / the spirits above walk with you all in your lives.
bye love Danielle
PS: The mentally disabled 42 yr old son i was taking care of (cooking meals) did get another helper and so he is well. His dad was also shocked that after two yrs and all my work i had to move on. I just told him that this is the story of my life. He paid me and so i did have spending money to travel for food etc. Tonight i will get some real sleep in a bed not in the car.. Oh the car i am delivering belongs to the mother of the creator of the simpsons TV show.. His brother in law will get the car.. Ironically its two blocks from
www.transyhouse.org where i helped to add extra rooms for trans street girls in 2001, but i am not allowed to go there as they loved my work but hated me for doing work they say only men should do... oh well thats why i am a lesbian.. laterrrr
NOTE: If i get the steiner foundation position i will probably be offline for good as i am sure my new life there will be busy gardening and helping the elderly. So pray that you don't hear from me again..
Oh if anyone on the east coast can help me with rides i will be picking up emails for another couple of days then i will be hitchhiking to phila and upstate ny and to somewhere while i wait for my final approval after my intial 12 day evaluation.
Been there done that!
