I worked  for a company when i was young and they had a guy in management that  was the biggest hunk i have ever seen.I was really attracted to him .He was so manly that i was afraid to tell him,that i wanted to go to bed with him and run my fingers thought his thick chest hair.Looking back now i should have just ask him maby my life would be different now

i always have them moments too.
where i look back to a certain time in my life, and think. geeez..
why did i not say or do something, because maybe my life would be so different now.

unfortunatly we cant go back.. and it sucks.
but keep your chin up. who knows when another opportunity will arise again.

Well they do say when you are on your period you get a little more frisky.

I worked  for a company when i was young and they had a guy in management that

Stop right there.  Such things in the modern world tend not to end in true love, but with one, or both, of you losing your job.  If he was in a position above you, he could, and would, get fired for this in most places because it set the company up for sexual harassment suites.

Yeah... I reflect back on guys that took an interest in me years ago before I accepted myself and decided to transition

I woulda, coulda, shoulda been a spoiled bitch livin' in a Million $$$ home and drivin' my spoiled ass around in a fancy car

But woulda, coulda, shoulda never got too far because I was too afraid and still had other things on my mind

Anyway, non of us really know how woulda, shoulda, coulda might have turned out if we are too afraid to bust a move on it... LOL