Gwen was my inspiration for coming out publically. I was out to a few people before and had no intentions of doing anything more. I just wanted the surgery and go stealth as much as possible. When I read in the paper and then I follow on the net about all that had happen to Gwen and I also saw the movie, I knew that my life will change forever more. She was my mentor. I thought how can a young teenage girl be so courageous and yes she may have made some bad choices but her life was so courageous that I was so afraid. I vowed when I heard of her and her death that I will be out in the open and I will throw it in your face kind of attitude. I have calmed down quite a bit, but not in the since that I'm out in the open with my womanhood. To Gwen, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your courage and determination. May you rest in peace now. Thank you.
Sheila