I'm just a person trying to find my way in the world.
This site is part of a project of mine to be more honest with myself. I've spent so much time on trying to make my gender fit my sex - biofemale - because my birth father has always been of the opinion that growing up with a trans uncle, and later with lesbian mothers, has "corrupted" me. (In retrospect, if I have to try to fit his expectations, I guess something there must be a little... different.) There was a time when I valued that opinion simply because it was his, tried to ignore that it was, in fact, complete nonsense. Now... I suppose I'm breaking free, and I'm finding I have no idea what I actually am, underneath all that fabrication. So this is me - finding out.
About wonderful moi: I go by Eli, for now. I'm in a committed relationship with my homework. Outside of that, I like drawing, reading, my GSA, my middle school friends, my high school friends, choir and punk rock.
Good to meet you all!
