after being fired of college this semester , not knowing what to do since all my life plans depended on it , been taking a break from life to , um , idk , maybe clear my mind to think of the next step . anyways , i decided to stop that break
but what's next? i mean 24 is too old to start over from scratch , and i can't possibly get to where i want  without a college degree . plus , in two years i will be required to present myself for mandatory military recruitment (where i live at a certain age you have to do 1 ~ 3 years of military service if you were registered as male) which is something i will never do no matter what the consequences were . but because of that even if i join another college i will never get to finish it because after one year and a half i will be escaping that military recruitment and i can't even leave the country because they will never let me as long as i haven't done that military thing

so i took a break , opened up a blank page , and still don't know what to do next...



the only realistic option that i have now , is , to keep a law profile , open up some store that is related to computers somewhere quiet , and stay there until i  die/something comes up   , which is something i don't wanna do obviously