QuoteHeeey, new here. I've seen this site before, but I never thought it was a forum. I think I've passed it several times, trying to find resources and such for ->-bleeped-<- - more specifically FtM. I'd also like to engage in conversation with others like me, and to ~*explore*~ my identity (and, it's saddening that I couldn't show you how I emphasized the 'explore' part - I performed what is known as Jazz Hands).
DaddySplicer pointed the forums out to me, and I was surprised. It's so huge, and alive. A mass of people, thriving, living, and sharing their experiences. Helping each other. It's a utopia in itself. I am shaking with eagerness as I type, or maybe it was the coffee that I downed just a second ago (I'm still very eager regardless).
I am Luke, or humorously known as Eddie Nash (The Riddler) with some friends, and I am a female to male transgender. I've always known about who I am from a young age. Or, rather, I acknowledged that there were differences between myself and the other kids on the playground at a young age. I like to call that moment, when I got this realization, the 'age of thought.' The moment in which I felt that something was wrong. This post, with humor aside (mostly), is the first time I've really been open about it. Daddysplicer is the one friend I have that knows about, really.
I am capable of passing, without any real effort (even though I'm excessively worrying). I am attracted to women, and some men (which is rare). My anatomy isn't one nor the other. A natural androgynous individual, I've been told. I'm new here, and I hope to overcome obstacles and meet others like myself. Do some male bonding, debate, whatever.
