Hey guys,

this may be a bit of a random post but something that i found interesting and wanted to see if anyone had something similar.

Whenevev i've had a dream and for some reason i see my genitals, they're always deformed...I've had a few where i've had a penis but theres always something wrong with it mostly that its deformed in some sense and looks rly strange...Its rly disheartening, u know i was hoping that in my dreams would be the only chance to have a 'real' one.

However, the other night, i had a bit of a.....breakthrough?  if thats what you'd call it.  I apologise if its TMI but basically in my dream I had a penis and it looked real, and i was actually jacking off and then right at the end i actually ejaculated (all in my dream) and it felt so real, i didnt want to wake up! The whole day i was at work i was in another world trying to relive that dream and what it felt like....it was amazing.  When i spoke to my gf in the evening that was the first thing that i told (yes, we are open about everything) and she was rly happy for me.

So yea, have any of you guys had anything similar where u have deformed penis's or something similar in ur dreams?  Or u've had one and it felt so real that u didnt want to wake up?

Cheers,
Joshua

I'm almost always male in the dreams I can remember, only three I was female.  The genitals, when I'm male, are pretty normal looking and they just feel so real that I really don't want to wake up, but (of course) I do.  I find my dreams pretty relaxing whenever I'm male because it feels like the real me and just makes me so happy, and they often give me ideas for stories and both are stress relievers (they don't make me happy enough to make we want to sleep all day because I love school and everything else).

few weeks ago I had almost the same dream, something along the lines of having a penis and it actually got hard and I masturbated in the dream.. I don't remember all of the details

awesome dream.. but waking up is really a bummer

I'm sure I've had dreams about having a weiner that I don't remember. But since I was 11 I've been having dreams that I am suddenly topless in public or in front of somebody. They slowed down for a while until I came out as male, then I started having them frequently again. I have several different types of dreams over and over again until I accomplish it in real life, but I can't do this in real life. So I guess Ill stop having them after top surgery :/

I've had some pretty good day dreams about having a real penis. I've also had a dream about a deformed one. it was terrible. I was having surgery to get one and it looked pathetic. I've also had dreams where I was a real boy and everything was fine and it was so real, I was really down when I woke up and everything was back. I've had more. Your not the only one. Don't worry.

those dreams always piss me off and make me depressed all day 

I regularly have dreams wherein I have a penis, although it varies; sometimes I'm in a male-born body. Sometimes I'm androgynous and somehow there is a 'hiding' penis. Sometimes it's the result of excellent surgery or gene therapy. I recently had a dream where I was in an accident and had to get a hysterectomy and genital reconstruction (to male) since I could no longer "be a woman". I remember the doctor trying to tell me the 'bad news' when I woke up, but I was so thrilled he was taken aback.

Yea, i also have other strange things happening.  For example, theres been a few times where im still have my long curly hair but with my beard.  I'll be wearing a skirt but have my hairy legs and deep voice as well and i have to avoid all my old friends.  My parents tell me to hide...its so weird.  Or i'll be as i look like now but in skirts and blouse.  Its screws so much with the head.

Im just curious as to whether the dreams where my penis seems to be looking and acting more life-like means anything?

Do u still have dreams where u r ur femine self from the past and nothing has changed?  I still ahve ones where i refer to myself as my old name and i look just like i did b4 transitioning.  Those ones scare me the most...

Whenever I've been aware of my genitals in dreams, they've always been perfectly normal male equipment. I don't remember ever dreaming about genital deformity or distress. Which I guess is odd, considering.

Actually...on second thought, I do have castration nightmares. But in that case, they start out normal and are then removed...in fact I'm not sure I ever get to the actual removal, I think that's one of those where the shock kicks me out of the dream, like dreaming your own death.

Whenever I've had dreams like that where I have a penis I'm looking down on myself its never deformed but it is oversized not just in lenght but the thickness to, when I wake up though it never makes me feel depressed because I'm now awake and don't have one its makes me feel happy and like "YES I had a dream I had a penis last night"

My dreams are always so bizarre. Enough so that I haven't really thought about my dream penis being deformed. In about 90% of my dreams that involve sexual activity, I have a penis. Sometimes it is funny looking, sometimes it isn't. When my dream junk is deformed, I always just attributed it to being because I don't have personal experience with actually having one, so my brain is confused about what it would look like to have one.

I get the cock dreams sometimes too but often there's some reason why it won't work. I had a dream the other night that I was on a bus full of women and they wouldn't let me off to be with the men, who were on the streets outside the bus. I dunno. I have dreams like that a lot.