Firstly I have to say that I have always considered myself orientated towards the Lesbian side of things.

BUT I had a weird dream last night that has me intrigued/shaken.

I was laying in bed in that region between sleep and wakefulness and I dreamed of coming home to my home and there on the bed were some boxes. This was a surprise and I of course opened them and there were presents for me in them.

Then out of the bathroom came my boy friend !! I of course gave him a big kiss and thanked him for the lovely presents.

At this point I woke up.... Shocked. I have never thought about being this way before (although I have always said I will try out my new bits when they arrive) as I have always imagined having a Lesbian relationship.

Has anyone else had this sort of experience....

I am not really sure what to think now, are the Hormones changing me or do I have latent tendencies towards Men

  Watch out, they just might continue....  I posted about this a few months ago in the sexuality forum... titeled Odd Dreams .....  Either way they continued and now I consider myself straight rather than a lesbian so watch out  *Huggles*   and reguardless enjoy 

Oh man I am glad some of you guys are having these nice dreams.. lI only ever had two dreams i remembered that had me as the woman i am.. That was such a nice morning to relive that in my head?  the dream was nice too!
the sexual orientations? hmm with my depraved sense of humor I guess in my dream world I've done everything but wrestle with midgets in multi flavored gelatin pools!
Hehe..
Ricki

My dream last night:

I went out on the lawn... we were having a cookout.  The Queen of England was sitting at a table with my mother and the sprinkler was soaking them all.  I had a towel and sopped up as much as I could but I needed a fresh towel.

So I went back to the house and got in the elevator.  Well the elevator was very tiny and I found  myself on the outside of the building.  I pushed the buttons for the 6th floor of the furniture store and it over shot but the door opened and I had to step across the bottomless elevator shaft to step in through the door to the bath and grocery department.

Then I went into the King's yacht with fresh tomatos.  But the yacht was very tiny. He wasn't a very rich King.  There was barely enough room for everyone.  Three guys were using the wall long urinal in the dining room and as I turned, three chefs were passing around veggies to cut up.

I got off the Yacht but I could not see the boat itself, and I was in the middle of the street.  I collected my sister and we got back on the yacht somehow and it was even smaller than before......

And then I woke up.

What does it all mean?  How should I incorporate this all into my everyday life?  Is it religious validation of a fundamental belief?  Am I now a "profit"?  Do I need install a wall long urinal in my living room?  And where does my sister fit into all this?  Is she the one to save me from suffocating in an invisible yacht that sails the neghborhoods?  Or should I have picked up TP instead of tomatoes in the bath and grocery department?

I'm afraid these mysteries shall have no answer in my life time.  They are just too confusing to deal with.  Or perhaps tonight, I shall receive another revelation.. a parking spot to fit the yacht so that indeed it can be seen. 

But then, another question shall be raised.  When do we break down and paint the beast?

I'm sorry for sharing such an intimate thing with you all.  I hope that you don't think that I am sane or something.  But I really don't need help in sorting this all out.

Chin up... and all of that!

Cindi

Quote from: Kiera on November 05, 2006, 05:45:02 PM

Quote from: Catherine on November 05, 2006, 01:56:09 PM. . . I of course gave him a big kiss and thanked him for the lovely presents.

Very cool dream Catherine, considering your present 'hormonal condition' and stated (assumed) relationship preferences. Did you know / recognize the boyfriend?? What do you suppose was in the box? Was kissing him of course the correct thing to do 'cause seems kinda impulsive to me? 

You know not having started any hormones at all yet I too have been wondering a lot lately what my future 'partner choices' might be but somehow I guess I always assumed (hoped?) it would be classic heterosexual - why the opposite lesbian?? In a supportive 'friend' relationship already??

QuoteI am not really sure what to think now, are the Hormones changing me or do I have latent tendencies toward Men

Sounds like you need to 'reevaluate' some assumptions!!!!


Kiera 

Oh the box contained a pair of knee length boots. I am a bit kinky with boots I just love them.

Well yes I am reevaluating myself but this was a bit of a shocker as I have never felt this way. I guess I really though tht Sex would be a thing that I probably paid for or had a rubber friend for in the future.

I really hadn't though that there would be the possibility of me wanting a hetrosexual relationship and I doubted that I would be finding a female partner very easilly if at all.

Maybe things are changing!


Posted on: November 06, 2006, 03:06:35 AM

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Quote from: Tinkerbell on November 05, 2006, 07:57:16 PM
Oh Catherine, I've had one of *one of those before*....and yes they can be really disturbing....


I don't have them anymore but there were times when I dreamed that "I was having sex with women"  which is really weird because I am not attracted to females and I have never been with one before (and I don't plan to be )....really scary.....now don't take me wrong....I know when a woman is beautiful, I just wouldn't sleep with one......I know you know what I mean....


last night, I had a combination of dreams.....I dreamed of my childhood, of my childhood friends, but in my dream, I was an adult and they were still children....kind of melancholic...but a nice dream....then I dreamed about being in a house (which I don't know in real life), "I was cleaning it and arranging the furniture around"......I guess I have been thinking way too much about our new home which we plan to buy next year....


tinkerbell

You know you maybe have a bit of Deja Vu and you are seeing your house.

I get these experiences all the time the problem is you dont know it until the event actually happens and it is too late to prepere for it.. if you know what I mean.

Quote from: Catherine on November 05, 2006, 01:56:09 PM
Firstly I have to say that I have always considered myself orientated towards the Lesbian side of things...



I am not really sure what to think now, are the Hormones changing me or do I have latent tendencies towards Men

I don't think there any studies yet but there is strong anecdotal evidence that orientation changes after being on hormones. In fact, I was just reading of an FtM who was a feminist lesbian as a woman but now is a gay man! I too considered myself a Lesbian but I found myself becoming open to men and it since it became so easy for me to atrract legions of them, I took the path of least resistance and started dating men almost exclusively, now I am gong to marry one!

btw talking of weird dreams, I dreamed I was pregant the other night.

Catherine, it is not all that unusual.  I have talked with lesbians who have had similar dreams.  I believe it is because of the socialization we have growing up and it is only natural to have these thoughts and dreams once in awhile.  Whether or not you decide to try something new because of them is up to you.

QuoteI found myself becoming open to men and it since it became so easy for me to atrract legions of them,

I know, don't you hate that?!    Just when I become involved in a lesbian relationship, the guys all have to try and convert me. They think it's a game. Hmm...maybe I should stop calling myself a switch-hitter, then.

Anyways, now that I'm almost to the end of my psychology class, I know that Kinsey's study suggests that only 15% of all people are either strictly heterosexual or strictly homosexual.  I myself am more bisexual than what's considered normal (not that I care!) but I have a tendency to have sexual dreams about men during times when I feel I'm lacking control.  Probably because I would always be in a submissive position.  I have sexual dreams involving a certain woman when things are going well...and it's always set in the future after everything is...um...completed.

I've never had a dream about a guy, but I have experienced spontaneous crushes on guys when I wasn't expecting it.  It made me cry because it made me realize how I really didn't know myself as well as I thought I did.  Now I've gotten used to it and although I attract plenty of guys and have even kissed a few, my heart still leans towards women.

Melissa

Aww Melissa you're breaking my heart!  Now I'll have to definately transition or i have NO chance at love!
Cindianna that was a waaay cool dream one theory is you could be reading too many of my crazy cooking recipes and maybe drinking diet coke while doing so???
hugs
Ricki