I woke up this morning still upset about my quack experience yesterday, but I thought things would get better despite the foretasted heat. They just got worse. This person that keeps trying to make problems between me and my best friend called him again - won't believe that he and I are not in a sexual relationship and I can only assume that she is jealous, otherwise I don't know why she would care. As is, I think she feels I am a Hell bound deviant. I just don't want to create any problems for my best friend who is like a brother to me. We both know that people talk about us, but it doesn't help with his friend bringing it up and not trusting him.
Then I get a call that my best girl friend is going back with her ex and moving out of state. So I'm sad to lose her (lost two others to moves) and saddened that she is breaking up with her new boyfriend, who I helped her make connections with. He said he is sad but strong, yet I still almost cried for him. Then I find out that this girl friend cheated on another close girl friend, which makes me sad for her (she doesn't know) and pissed at her man, who I was very close to and who was very accepting of me, yet is apparently a dog. [Insert exasperated "men!!" blurt].
So, no girl friends to talk with and I still miss my man, and its all I can do not to grab the phone from my best friend and tell this girl to F'off and even if I was having mind blowing sex with him every night, its none of her damn business - but, that would upset him, and I respect him enough not to do that, even if it means biting my tongue.
OK - feel a little better - thanks for the vent. Now I just need a hug . . .
