Hello. (I like to go by Nicole by the way in being addressed.)


I'm a twenty three year old going onto twenty four male cross dresser. I've been cross dressing off and on for about three years now where more and more I'm uncomfortable being a man where I feel more comfortable as a woman. 

( I'm bisexual.)

I've decided to go with three years of nonstop cross dressing ( apart from my job where I dress and look like a man.) where I've decided that if I feel satisfied with myself after three years I'm most likely going to start estrogen therapy when I turn twenty six where afterwards I would go with a full surgical alteration.

( A male to female transexual.)

( It is my hope that in three years I will have $50,000.00 saved up for the procedure.)

In the meantime I'm a aspiring student where it is my hope to go back to school next summer so that I can get a nursing degree.

I feel excited that my life has brought me up to this point and feel like my long hard journey in life has brought me up to this point of self discovery.



I have alot of friends who are mostly gay or lesbian and all of them are supporting of me. I feel very thankful to have so many friends helping me.

I've always been uncomfortable around other men as earliest as I can think of.

I've always had larger natural nipples since I was a young boy up til my recent age where I guess you can say that is one of the very first things that made me feel seperate from all the other males when I was younger even up to when I graduated in highschool. ( Even now I'm quite large chested as a male and of a average weight where I'm nowhere near being overweight.)

I'm also very emotional and sensual to most males which has also made feel the distinction of difference growing up apart from other males.

I feel like my isolation, loneliness, and eventual self hatred of myself that lasted quite a bit has simply come from the fact that I'm a feminine woman deep down inside born in the incorrect body.

Comments would greatly be appreciated.

Hi Nicole,

Welcome to Susan's. Most of us have similar stories, all slightly different but the theme is the same. I think that gives great comfort to people who can know accept that there is 'nothing wrong with them', and start to move on in life.

The ease of transitioning varies from country to country, even city to city and state to state. I'm in South Australia which is accepting of TG people and of Gay and Lesbians. But the medical support is light on.

Have a read through the TOS, follow the rules and have a good read through the posts. I reckon you will identify with many of the girls on the site.

Hugs

Cindy

Quote from: CindyJames on August 15, 2010, 03:13:09 AM
Hi Nicole,

Welcome to Susan's. Most of us have similar stories, all slightly different but the theme is the same. I think that gives great comfort to people who can know accept that there is 'nothing wrong with them', and start to move on in life.

The ease of transitioning varies from country to country, even city to city and state to state. I'm in South Australia which is accepting of TG people and of Gay and Lesbians. But the medical support is light on.

Have a read through the TOS, follow the rules and have a good read through the posts. I reckon you will identify with many of the girls on the site.

Hugs

Cindy

Thank You.

Hi Nicole,

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Janet

Hello Nicole! 

You are lucky to save so much saved up!

That in itself shows how much the transaction means to you! <3

Quote from: Argent on August 15, 2010, 12:49:06 PM
Hello Nicole! 

You are lucky to save so much saved up!

That in itself shows how much the transaction means to you! <3

I am very serious about the whole affair.    I feel miserable and incapable of being a male where my only happiness stems from being a woman.

For me the choice and motivation comes easy.

Hi Nicole 

Welcome to Susan's