My thinking voice pre-T sometimes mocked me, other times it was a male voice.
Post-T it's getting to be my own voice now, but it still mocks me at times. My head likes to mess with me like that. It's all dysphoria. Cause even with as deep as my voice is, sometimes I still don't think it passes. Which is completely and totally irrational cause my voice is deeper than some cisguys, but hey, we're our own worst enemy.