i wonder if plants have feelings . and if they do , why not stars too ? i mean all that energy , maybe it's covering up for the lack of elements variation.
they must feel so lonely then those stars . i finally get it why she loved looking at them.

life is unfair , maybe there is God , and he hates me or punishing me for not believing or for saying bad things about him all the time .
then if there's , why did he creat me against my will , i've never in my life wanted it , even in my earliest years of self realization i was thinking about ways to 'get out' of it
now how is that a fair god?just wondering thats all


i know now that nothing i've ever wanted will ever happen , i'm honestly just wondering here , why is my everything , starting from my very core and expanding to the whole universe are as if they were designed to make me live in agony, and i know now that there's no way to change anything. i wish there were an easy escape when
people give up or cant keep up

Oh dude, I can tell you're feeling very upset right now, and maybe it has always been that way for you and others, I can't answer the question because sometimes I feel it too. I don't believe in God or magic so I can't say why life seems to be against people sometimes, all I can say is that there are some good things, for one I am listening and others are too.

My friend actually asked the same question you did about plants. She even conducted an experiment for the science fair... Let's just say it appears plants feel more than we may assume. As for stars, I can't really comment. I'll just share something my oceanography professor actually taught me: We were all stars at one point. Some of us even more than one. (If you're curious: Here)

I guess part of what I'm trying to get at is all that we are and all that we go through are in fact...small things. Not only that, but also that we all have some kind of purpose. I feel like you do a lot, really. I wonder why I had to be born because I didn't ask for it. But here you are, a beautiful miracle that had to defy so many odds just to be brought into the world. Everything is a test, it seems. You are strong. You were born for a reason, and you must also suffer for reasons that you may not understand. But let's remember, if everything were perfect and fair and there was no suffering, what would motivate anyone to change? People would just be satisfied. I don't think we'd have made a fraction of the amazing accomplishments (and failures to get there) that we have today.

I think it was Buddha who lamented that all beings suffer, but some suffer more than others do. We just don't know why.

As for your comment about how nothing you've ever wanted will happen... I wouldn't count it out completely. You were born and that itself is a miracle. Just when you think you've hit your lowest point, life might deal you a favorable hand. You never really know.

Hang in there, dude. You're an amazing person in my eyes.

The plants, trees, flowers, everything that is living has feelings. I believe each of us were born for a reason, and our exps that we have are to teach us, there are lessons in our exps for us to learn. We're not being punished, true our hardships may make us feel like that. The Lord and Lady loves each of us uncondictionly. I admit that I have my days when I wonder why I was born in a female body and other things, then I remember that there is a lesson in it for me to learn. You are special and unquie as well as all of us. You have a great purpose here on earth and everything you go through in your life has something wonderful for you to learn. Don't give up, and you can get the things that you want, all you need to do is put your mind to it. Stay strong and hang in there.

life is not a test , a test has a limit , an end. people are tested when they have something to study
i'm not special nor unique and definitely not strong , i'm common , maybe below normal at everything , non-capable person
i cant see any reason or sense in anything, life is random , some things might seem like they have a reason but i think it's only a coincidence because most of things have causes but no reason or purpose