to those who have helped, more than they know
for the kinds words, that were not for show
for showing me the way,when i was blind
for being there even when i was not kind

to friendships i have let fall out in the cold
for the love in my heart that has gone untold
for my hateful words, day after day
for all the times i pushed you away

tears shead, veins bled, so much grief
a smile and hug,such immense relief

teaching me i should not hold so much shame
knowing that we are all human, just the same

Thanks that is sweet! 
hugs'
Ricki

*offers an explanation*
i posted this in general discusions becuse i am by no means a poet
i seem to be unable to tell people that have helped me and that i care about how much they mean to me untill i have pushed them away
its just a crude apology and thank you note

btw i was alittle bit drunk too XD

Just the same i loved it!  You'll just never be a "sober poet" hehehe.....
So the next time you are tipsy write another poem for us!
Xoxo
Ricki