Ugh. I hate my thighs and I just wish I could be on T like NOW!! But instead I still have to wait, I have one more appointment with my psych, and then I get referred for a second opinion before I can be approved for T.
I put on one of my favourite pairs of jeans this morning that I hardly ever wear because they're tight on me. I have unfortunately large "woman" thighs, butt and hips. The bone structure itself isn't big, and my pelvis isn't wide, but whenever I put on weight that's where it goes

The stupid jeans were so tight around my hips and the jeans were all bulging out and tight on my thighs and it just depressed me so much

I'm not even motivated to exercise because I have no energy, I'm depressed and I think what's the point? I'll still have a womanly body until I get on T.